i don't know what else a girl in my position is to do.

sometimes i'd just like someone to be there for me. at the end of the day when i've gotten out of my clothes and let my hair down and just relax. i don't always have great days. and i don't always have someone to talk to. sure, i have girlfriends. but doesn't every girl deep down inside want a boyfriend? yes, i've learned a lot from being single. and yeah, without that time i wouldn't be the girl i am today. i stand my ground, i have my act together, and i know exactly what i want, first, out of life, and second, out of a guy. i'm venting and i shouldn't even click publish post but i'm going to. i have so much love and no one to take it.