Monday, November 9, 2009

family dinner

reminds me how unorganized my family really is. i didn't get the head's up that everyone was bringing their significant other. just a reminder of how alone i am. i'm happy for all of my sisters, i really am. after dinner i just drove around for a while, actually more than a little while... and just thought. i'm proud of myself. if not sleeping with people means i sleep alone every night, so be it. i'm not giving up my search for someone who sincerely believes that my mind is my most attractive asset. and one day i'll find him and invite him to family dinner. and he'll see them the way i see them.

am i just dreaming....
... can this ever come true..

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