sometimes i wonder

how people have come to be what they are. have you ever looked at childhood pictures of someone and think of how innocent they used to be. such a frail, virgin mind ready to soak up what the world has in store for them.

just love the world that won't love you back.

on a side note, if anyone wants to teach me how to be a guy and not a helpless girl i'd really appreciate that. i need to learn to change my oil and put air in my tires. yeah, i know, i'm throwing up in my mouth too.

columbus.

half my heart is there right now. with a man that lives in a little town called westerville. that has the sweetest friends i've ever met. that opened up their heart and house to me and made me the first girl to ever ride in the van. walking away from something that is good for you makes it for the top five hardest things to do. i can't wait to go back :) and follow that boy around, to make wishes together. what i felt leaving is something i can never, never put into words. i never thought i would be that dejected seeing the sign welcoming me back home.

i met two different kinds of girls that night at the show. i've never seen it from this side of the table before.

because when i think of you, i don't feel so alone <3

11:11

every day, for the rest of my life, my little wishing well :) today was great. busy at first but tapered off into relaxing. i'm completely stupid over this boy right now. and it feels so good to not be talking to anyone else. work meeting tomorrow, which should be fun, then working. later this week, spending the weekend in columbus. i need someone who enjoys vegan food that lives nearby so i can drop off leftovers to them. i cook everyday now and have too many leftovers that i'm not home for/could never possibly eat them all.

11:11

it's almost scary to think someone could feel the same way about me. i can't wait until you come back from tour :) i'm falling, no one can stop me.

in love with

donald miller. one of my favorite blogs right now. can't wait for his new book to come out this fall :)

things that piss me off lately:
people saying that i get around
unclean rooms
sore feet
running out of sprinkles
returning library books (i just want to keep them)
people who think i should text them from when i wake up until i fall asleep

things that make me smile lately:
making cupcakes every other day
finishing books
people who bring me gas when i break down
boys with accents and chipped or jacked up teeth
dad coming home
watching someone love something/someone.